So from now on...
When you think of me...
Just remember that I could've been..
The best thing you ever had.
You asked me what was wrong,
I smiled and said nothing,
When you turned around a tear came down..
& I whispered to myself everything is.
Hold my hand, just one more time.
So I can remind myself why it is...
That I can't get over you.
People talk. People lie. People cheat.
People change their ways.
People do stupid things.
People walk out of your life.
People hurt you. People make you.
People break you. People heal you.
People save you. Life happens, & there...
Is absolutely nothing you can do about any of it.
& every time I try to think of another boy..
I always end up thinking of you all over again.
I hate losing him.
I hate getting told I deserve better.
I don't want better.
Especially when he's the one who said I deserve better.
Shouldn't I be the judge of that?
I think its time I let you go...
& That is hard to do because part of me..
Will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
While I was holding on all you did was let go.
It's not that we aren't meant to be together.
I think that we're just not ready for forever.
I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you..
So I could f*cking drown you in them.
My tears fall for the one who said he would never make me cry.
You broke my heart into a thousand tiny pieces.
But each & every one of those pieces still loves you.
Its taking every ounce of strength.
To not run up to you & tell you how badly I need you.
Sometimes you forgive someone just because. You want them in your life.
Little did I know.
That you were just another dead end road.
Paved with pretty lies & broken dreams.
I looked at the stars.
Closed my eyes.
& wasted another wish on you.